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Monday, April 29, 2013

The P.A.I.N



No. I'm not okay. No matter how many times you see me smiling, laughing and be happy, it is not the same with what i have in the inside right now. I'm not sure if i can be okay or will i ever be okay, but what i know is, the bad images and that pain is still and always be there and can i say, it is still playing right now in my mind? How bad it is, don't ever ask. it may not be as bad as losing your folks, but it is something that can't be taken away from my mind. I once ego and don't want to forgive the people that created this shit in me, but then i think back and i said to myself that i need peace in my life. I don't know if i already and fully forgive you guys, but one thing for sure, i can't get the pain you guys have done to me to be out of my mind. I want revenge but i know i don't have the power to do that. So i just leave it to Allah to decide what's best to give to you guys. He has all the power and He has all the rights to change you guys. Even though i'm not sure whether He will give it in a good or a bad condition. I as a human can just wait and see what will happen. And i, myself, can just give you guys a chance to change and leave it all to Him to decide. And may He forgive all the sins i have made and may He forgive all of us. Amin.

Here is a little something to describe my feeling right now.


Saturday, March 16, 2013

À Mon Frère




The warmth in you,
And the kindness in you,
Only God can see,
How special you are to me.

I shall tell the whole world,
That you are the best brother,
For them to know,
That in God’s eyes; no one is perfect.

Yes we see the beauty in man,
But do we see the beauty in depth?

Let them speak because,
No one walks in our shoes,
No one speaks the way we do,
No one see like we do.

So once and for all,
You are the best of all,
And I shall live to admit that,
You are special of your own.  


Thursday, February 28, 2013

Like A Child Again...



The smile i give,
The laughter i burst,
The attitude i show,
Is like i'm a child again.

I feel it,
How to feel safe,
How to joy,
How to care less,
And enjoy from the best.

The one feeling i have, 
Where it used to be,
Hit my cerebral again,
Like a child with a cotton candy. 

The way i act,
The way i react,
The way i point my eyes to,
Are like i used to when i was a child.

The innocence in me,
Bring a new sense,
To show me how it is,
To be a child again.

But now it is time,
For me to grow,
From a child,
To whom i know. 










Wednesday, February 27, 2013

Pancaindera.



Ada,
 Mata, lihat.
Hidung, hidu.
Telinga, dengar.
Mulut, bicara.

Namun, 
Ada mata, juga boleh ditutup.
Ada hidung, juga boleh menyedut.
Ada telinga, juga boleh pekak.
Ada mulut, juga boleh diam. 

Setiap kata itu ada dalam bicara,
Setiap sedutan itu ada dalam nafas,
Setiap bicara itu ada dalam alunan,
Setiap perlakuan itu ada dalam penglihatan.

Yang diberi kepada kita itu sekadar pinjaman,
Dijaga molek, dikelek baik.

Berfikir biar baik, 
Bertanya biar selidik,
Kelak jadi yang terbaik,
Untuk yang diharap berbalik-balik.  







Tuesday, January 15, 2013

Tanda Tanya Seorang Manusia.


Manusia bangun dan jatuh,
Manusia bahagia dan, 
Manusia derita. 

Adakala manusia benar,
Adakala juga semesta yang benar.

Pada siapa harus dipercaya?
Pada siapa harus dicari semangatnya?
Pada pokok?
Atau pada haiwan jelata?

Adakan itu satu persoalan?
Dalam minda juga ditanya,
Namun, pada hati dan iman kita bersuara.

Sesiapa juga bisa menjadi besar,
Sebesar semestanya alam,
Malah seluas lautan juga bisa.

Tapi, 
Tapi apa yang perlu dicarinya manusia?
Berpuluh dan beratusnya cara,
Malah berbilion,
Adakah pasti itu dikehendakinya?

Persoalan demi persoalan,
Adakah mampu kita menjawabnya?




Monday, January 14, 2013

To Women Out There....


"Diamonds"

Shine bright like a diamond
Shine bright like a diamond

Find light in the beautiful sea
I choose to be happy
You and I, you and I
We’re like diamonds in the sky

You’re a shooting star I see
A vision of ecstasy
When you hold me, I’m alive
We’re like diamonds in the sky

I knew that we’d become one right away
Oh, right away
At first sight I felt the energy of sun rays
I saw the life inside your eyes

So shine bright tonight, you and I
We’re beautiful like diamonds in the sky
Eye to eye, so alive
We’re beautiful like diamonds in the sky

Shine bright like a diamond
Shine bright like a diamond
Shine bright like a diamond
We’re beautiful like diamonds in the sky

Shine bright like a diamond
Shine bright like a diamond
Shine bright like a diamond
We’re beautiful like diamonds in the sky

Palms rise to the universe
As we moonshine and molly
Feel the warmth, we’ll never die
We’re like diamonds in the sky

You’re a shooting star I see
A vision of ecstasy
When you hold me, I’m alive
We’re like diamonds in the sky

At first sight I felt the energy of sun rays
I saw the life inside your eyes

So shine bright tonight, you and I
We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky
Eye to eye, so alive
We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky

Shine bright like a diamond
Shine bright like a diamond
Shine bright like a diamond
We’re beautiful like diamonds in the sky

Shine bright like a diamond
Shine bright like a diamond
Shine bright like a diamond
We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky

Shine bright like a diamond
Shine bright like a diamond
Shine bright like a diamond

So shine bright tonight, you and I
We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky
Eye to eye, so alive
We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky

Shine bright like a diamond
Shine bright like a diamond
Shine bright like a diamond
Oh, yeah
Shine bright like a diamond
Shine bright like a diamond
Shine bright like a diamond
Shine bright like a diamond 

 




Sunday, January 13, 2013

Current Obsession!


1. Sleeping. 

2. Eating.

3. Watching dramas and variety shows!

There are many dramas and variety shows that hit me these days. I took a lot of dramas, movies and variety shows from few of my friends before the exam ends. It is just something for me during the semester break. And also something for me to have good laugh and to let out of my stress. 

I should put karaoke as the fourth obsession but i don't have the time to enjoy my throat to the max at the "noraebang" lately. So what i did is just, singing the hell out of me with my favourite songs on youtube. You guys should try it. It helps for someone that has this pathetic situation as mine. I wish i can enjoy my time with my girlfriends and friends at Red Box. Really miss the time when we can go out with each other and spend quality time with each other. 

It is 5.10 in the morning and i just finish watching the 5th episode of Running Man. I know i'm late with this world phenomena, but i can't seem to betray my ultimate favourite Korean variety show, 2 Day and 1 Night. The idea of these two variety show is the same but the difference is that in Running Man, the cast has to constantly running and complete the task given. In 2 Days and 1 Night on the other hand, focus more on the scenery of beautiful places nin Korea and also the place's specialty. 

So, i hope i can let out all of my stress this holiday and be able to cheer myself.