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Thursday, January 27, 2011

wats in ur i-pod????

wats in my mind,is mine alone 2 noe.....
wats in my i-pod,is my soul alone 2 dscover.... 


watevr i include in my i-pod,no one cn judge it.....
evn if its childish,who cares???
i choose it...
so be it.....

my soul need sme rhythm...
n my mind need sme rest....
so i let da songs do their magic instead of putting myself astray....

gve me wats best n i'll tke it....
putting myself in a world where there is nobody.....
i'm all alone witout any one tryin 2 annoyed me......
just b myself n happy......

i love dis moment....
n i wud like 2 keep it till da end....
further much until i'm all sick!
bitter,better n best......
dis is me n songs......
4eva we wll b.......
together.... 

 


                           till den,
love Kiwi




Monday, January 24, 2011

lie....love

truth hurts! 

blah3x.....
when talkin bout truth n lies,please,i hope 4 nothin.....
both truth n lies r bullshit! 
who gv a damn bout feelings......
screwed it all! 
feelings of been cheated n ur instinct once again won da cmpetition.....
argghh!!!! go 2 hell bout my feelings....
who on earth wll care n dd care bout it.....
i guess there is no one.......
talk bout dsrespect n love,i gt none of it frm anyone.......
4 heavens sake i'm tellin ya da truth.....
there's tones of unpleasant secret in my mind dat i'll just keep it 2 myself......
wat's da purpose of tellin if there's no one 2 listen......
wat's da purpose of cryin if there's no one 2 hear......
wat's da purpose of revealin if no one evr care bout u.......

dun b pathetic by tellin othrs bout ur probs......
nobody cares.....
keep it 2 urself n die wit it.....
its btter....... 





                     till den,
love KIwi

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Principle of BULLSHIT!


GUYS R LIKE BISCUITS! 

when it cmes 2 a promise btween da loved ones n frens,they cn't really differentiate btween both.....they doesn't noe which is mre imprtant than da othr.....n of coz most of da guys in dis world wll put frens on top of their list mre than da one who really care bout hm......i learnt it through experience nt based on reckless accusation.....wat do u call a guy or a man if he broke hs promise???? esp when it's in da last minute????? i'm definitely sure dat 99.9% of women out there wll said dat they wll b furious wit dis so called "sudden plan"......guys,stop planning 4 dis kind of plan.......it wn't help in any kind of relationship......be it wit ur family or ur love one......watevr it is,please do infrm da prson 1st b4 u wanna hv dis kind of thought in mind.....if it is really important,den we girls or woman cn bare wit it but if it is just 4 sme hang out or stupid thngs,den it is unacceptable.......totally unacceptable.....so guys bare in mind dat girls esp,totally hate dis kind of sudden plan.......we cn accept da fact dat u wanna hv sme time wit ur fren but nt untill u broke ur promise.....guys,a girl may look okay on da outside but on da inside,she might keep a grudge on u......so btter watch out....... 

                                                                                                       
                                                                                  till den,
                                                                                love Kiwi

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Team work.....

2day i learnt smethng......
if u aim 4 smethin,u gotta work ur ass off n mke it paid.....
u ain't just sittin around n waitin 4 it 2 cme......
if u in a team,u noe wat i mean.....
but if u nt,wat u need is a gud coach n a whole bunch of losers....
dats when u learn 2 climb up those stairs n b smebody..... 

i hope i cn change myself 2 b a btter person.....
hell wit all da probs i hv.....
i need 2 change....
yes,i need 2 change!!!!! 

dis year is totally different frm my past years....
i need 2 excel in my studies.....
but i need 2 stick 2 my decision n ain't playin no mre.....
enuf of me playin n b a loser.....
i'm tired of bein a loser.....
it ain't gv me a pleasure.....
it gves me a whole lot new probs evryday..... 
damn procrastination.....
screwed em' all...
i need 2 b brave n fight those enemies....

so frm nw on,i hope i chnge n mke myself proud of wat i achieve....
i need smeone n smethng 2 tell me dat i'm doin just fine.....
i need my spirit 2 always b wit me.....
i need it 2 stick n i'm tellin myself dat i've change...
so cme on....
bring those challenge n i wll fight em' back..... 


                                                                  till den,
                                                                  love Kiwi




Music.....

music is all around us...all u hv 2 do is LISTEN.... 

i hv felt smethng in my soul which is music.....
i found dat evrythng is all bout music.......
we dun hv 2 find it.....
they wll find us.....
all we hv 2 do is open our ears wide n listen......

music is in all of us.......
u cn deny it but da reality is dfferent frm wat we expect....
if we listen 2 them,they wll respond 2 us......
lend ur ears.....
see it through ur heart........
immerse urself wit da beauty of it......
let ur imagination run wild while u urself create a beautiful rhythm in ur mind.....

listen...n listen.....n keep on listening.....
u wll find ur peace in it.....
smewhere in ur soul wll speak behalf of u......

dun b afraid if smeone mock ur childish pick.....
let them say wat they want.....
they're jealous wit ur choice.......
but,dun b proud if u r in acceptance.....
smeday,smehow u wll fall down n crush urself into pieces.....
dat is da time where evrythng's useless.....

b proud if u cn interpret da sound around u into music.....
when u find it's like a piece of cake,keep doing it...
if u hv da guts,show it 2 da world....
let them notice dat sound wasn't just a crap.......
it might b useful 4 smeone 2 create notes....

open ur eyes n most important,open ur ears.....
let da breeze of symphonic rhythm flows into u....
let them dscover u.......
n lets hope dat u cn recognize them.......
hv a lil faith in evrythng.......
i'm sure u cn solve da riddle....

                                               till den,
                                              love Kiwi

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

jiwang sbntar......

Paramore
The Only Exception
  

When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darling,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now

I had sworn to myself that I'm
Content with loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk

Well, You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

Ohh---

You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Bitter heart......


wat just happened,i hope we cn just 4gt bout it........
it's vry tiring 2 hv a misundrstanding.......
seriously.......
i hope 2day wn't ruined our day n most imprtantly our relationship.......
huhhhh.......
i hope dat i wn't hurt u.......
sory 4 nt being da best......
n sory 4 my stupidity.........



Sunday, January 9, 2011

Wish u said dis evryday.......

Ne-yo-One in a million.... 


Jet setter 
Go getter 
Nothing better 
Call me Mr. been there done that 
Top model chick to your every day hood rat 
Less than all but more than a few 
But I've never met one like you 


Been all over the world 
Done a little bit of everything 
Little bit of everywhere 
With a little bit of everyone 
All the girls I've been with 
Things I've seen it takes much to impress 
But sure enough your glow it makes your soul stand up from all the rest 


I can be in love 
But I just don't know (don't know, girl) 
Baby one thing is for certain 
Whatever you do it's working 
Other girls don't matter 
In your presence can't do what you do 
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you 


Girl you're so one in a million 
You are 
Baby you're the best I ever had 
Best I ever had 
And I'm certain that 
There ain't nothing better 
No there ain't nothing better than this 


You're not a regular girl 
You don't give a damn about the loot 
Talking about what I can't do it for you 
What you can do for yourself 
Even though that ain't so 
Baby cause my dough don't know how to end 
But that independent thing I'm with it 
All we do is win baby 


I could be in love 
But I just don't know (don't know, girl) 
Baby one thing is for certain 
Whatever you do it's working 
Other girls don't matter 

In your presence can't do what you do 

There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you 


Baby you're so one in a million 
You are 
Baby you're the best I ever had 
Best I ever had 
And I'm certain that 
There ain't nothing better 
No there ain't nothing better than this 
Girl you're so one in a million 
You are 
Baby you're the best I ever had 
Best I ever had 
And I'm certain that 
There ain't nothing better 
No there ain't nothing better than this 


Timing girl 
Only one in the world 
Just one of a kind 
She mine 


Ooh all that I can think about is what this thing could be 
A future baby 
Baby you're one of a kind 
That means that you're the only one for me 
Only one for me 
Baby (girl) you're so one in a million 
You are 
Baby you're the best I ever had 
Best I ever had 
And I'm certain that 
There ain't nothing better 
No there ain't nothing better than this 
Girl you're so one in a million 
You are 
Baby you're the best I ever had 
Best I ever had 
And I'm certain that 
There ain't nothing better 
No there ain't nothing better than this 

credit 2 my best fren Nateesha 4 introducing me 2 dis song.......kinda crazy ovr dis song.......n as 4 smeone,i dedicated dis song 2 u.......love ya...... 

                                                                                   till den,
                                                                                  love Kiwi

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Smethng 2 ponder bout.....

Secret-One Republic

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess

'Til all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no
I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time
Don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My God
Amazing that we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars

And everyday I see the news, all the problems that we could solve
And when a situation rises, just write it into an album
Seen it straight to go
I don't really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time
Don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got not shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'mma tell you everything

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
I'm ick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time
Don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time
Don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

All my secrets away
All my secrets away

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Results wit flyin colours.....

wish i hd da click thng as a straight A's student......

if only thngs go according 2 wat i hd in mind,my life wud b much easier......


     but i guess thngs dun cme easily......

u work 4 it n earn it well......

                                        den only u cn b proud of urself..... 

oh God,  please do help me in my studies......

hope i dun disappoint my family n myself.........

wish i hd da guts 2 self-reflect myself n do btter in da future.....

i btter put my studies as my top priority n excel in  da future........

           i need 2 catch a train b4 i missed it................



                                                                                    till den,
                                                                                love Kiwi

Monday, January 3, 2011

Hati......

CERITA TENTANG HATI......

aku punya hati yg rapuh....
sgt2 rapuh hngga aku sndri xpasti akn khndak hati ini.....
stiap kali ia brbisik aku hnya mmpu mndgr.....
aku xkuat utk mngikut kata hati yg xpasti.....
smua aku smpan rapat,erat dlm gngaman.....

hatiku xdpt brbicara.....
bukan....
aku yg xmmpu mmnyampaikn isi hatiku.....
aku lmah,aku tkut,aku pndam sgalanya......
slama ku mmpu mnhan,aku than dgn brpaksikn kpalsuan luaran.....
tp aku tahu yg kpalsuan itu adlh plsu.......
palsu yg dpt dnilai dr pndagn mta kasar.......
aku tahu itu......
cuma aku nafikn n trus mnafikn tntng kbnran yg brada ddpan mata.....
aku sdar aku hnyalah makhluk Tuhan biasa tnpa ada kuasa utk mnahan sgala duka lara.....
aku pasrah dgn ktntuan itu.....
aku trima dgn smua itu.....
cuma aku xmmpu brbicara mngenai isi hati ini......
hati ini bgaikn trlalu rumit utk dkongsi.....
aku biarkn dri mlayan duka lara itu seorg dri......
aku hipokrit.....
ya aku hipokrit dgn isi hatiku.......
aku xkuat utk mluahkn......
aku hnya kuat utk mmndam n mnnjukkn mlalui grakan.......
stakat ini itu yg mmpu ku lakukn......
wahai hati.....
skiranya aku xmmpu mnjgamu, ku pohon maaf......
maafkn aku krana slalu mngabaikn bisiknmu......
maafkn aku jikalau aku hnya mmpu brkata2 dgnmu tnpa ada yg tahu......
aku lmah wahai hati.....
aku brprang dgn dri sndri......
aku bnci dgn driku sndri.......
bnci.....
sgt2 bnci......

oh hati.....
skiranya aku pnya msa utk mngmbalikn smangtku,akn ku lakukn......
akn aku capai n gnggam smngat ku itu......
akn ku smat ddlm dri.....
akn aku gnakn n hargai nya sluruh jiwa n ragaku.....
hidupku hnya skali......
skiranya hngga nafasku yg trakhir aku msih bgini,ku mohon ampun n maaf......
aku sndri tnpa ada yg tahu akn khadrnmu.......
aku sndri tnpa ada yg mmahamimu.......
olh itu aku pnta kau berikn bisikn mu lg sblm aku pergi dr alam yg smntra ini....
bisikkn pdaku kata2 mu.....
bisikkn pdaku jiwa mu......
skiranya aku mmpu,akn aku tunaikn prmntaanmu itu...... 


                                                              till den,
                                                              love Kiwi