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Friday, February 25, 2011

Brdri ats kaki sndri.....


ayt favourite ibu n ayh, "balajar lar brdikari, nt ble ibu ngan ayh da xde xkn nk gali kubur cr kteorg lg....ibu ngan ayh da xlme idup kt dunia nie.....klau ko nk harapkn org len smpai ble nk pndai urus dri sndri...."  

jgn harapkn org nk bntu kte.....
xsume org akn bntu kte klau kte ssah.....
n blum tntu kte akn tlg org ble org len ssah.....
ikut rsa ati sndri lar....

aku bkn lmah n aku bkn pngemis utk mrayu bntuan org.....
slagi aku mmpu,aku akn wat ngan daya aku sndri.....
ada kala skap aku mnnujukkn aku seorg yg selfish.....
aku bkn selfish,cme aku ddidik tuk blajar brdkari sjak dr kcik.....
idup aku xsnang.....
org mmg nmpk idup aku snang,tp pd dsar nyer sja.....
ati n prasaan,org xtaw.....
kdang2 rse nk mntk bntuan......
tp ble mulut dbuka tuk mmnta bntuan,xde sape yg sudi mnghulurkn bntuan.....
cme sgelintir yg sudi mmbr prhatian n bntuan......
aku bkn lmah,cme kdang kala ati nie prnh trtnya,npe aku ssah mndpt bntuan?????
aku tlg skdar yg mmpu pd org yg mmnta bntuan....
aku hulurkn prhatian,sokongn srta ape yg mmpu pd yg mmmrlukn.......
tp mngkn Allah sngaja mnduga iman aku.....
aku prlu lbey mmberi drpd mnerima......
tp smpai ble????? 

aku sdar aku bkn ssiapa dlm mmnta bntuan.....
aku bkn org yg pntas utk dberikn bntuan.....
aku bkn dpndang utk dbrikn bntuan.....
aku hnya lar aku n aku xmngkn mnjd org yg dbri prtlgn......
ya,aku sdar itu....
aku prlu sdar yg dunia ini xdak adil.....
manusia pnya ati yg brbza.....
pnya pmikirn yg brbeza.....
olh itu,aku prlu bngkit n mncr identiti sndri ngan brgntung pd dri sndri....
org mngkn baik dr luarn,tp ble kte ssah,jgn harap org yg sma tuk mnghulurkn bntuan.....

ini adlh pringtan tuk driku n jga semua.....
jgn hrapkn bntuan org.....
n jgn tggu bntuan org.....
brdiri lar ats kaki sndri.....
itu yg trbaik tuk semua.....




Monday, February 21, 2011

Recall ur love struck......


i've fallin in love, n so does u....
i've fallin in love cz it's so sweet......
i've fallin in love cz it's wonderful.....
n 4eva, i'm in love wit u......

Landon Pigg: Falling In Love At A Coffee Shop 

I think that possibly
Maybe I've fallen for you
Yes there's a chance
That I've fallen quite hard over you

I've seen the paths that your eyes wander down
I wanna come too-

I think that possibly
Maybe I've fallen for you

No one understands me
Quite like you do
Through all of the shadowy corners of me

I never knew just what it was
About the same coffee shop I love so much
All of the while I never knew-

I never knew just what it was
About this old coffee shop I love so much
All of the while I never knew-

I think that possibly
Maybe I've fallen for you
Yes, there's a chance
That I've fallen quite hard over you

I've seen the waters that make your eyes shine
Now I'm shining too-

Because, oh because
I've fallen quite hard over you

If I didn't know you, I'd rather not know
If I couldn't have you, I'd rather be alone

I never knew just what it was
About the same coffee shop I love so much
All of the while I never knew-

I never knew just what it was
About this old coffee shop I love so much
All of the while I never knew-

All of the while
All of the while, it was you
   

                       till den,
                      love Kiwi


Wednesday, February 16, 2011

great gig in da sky.......


let da rhythm show u 2 da secret....
da secret of anger, pain n sorrow mixed in a gig.....
let us focus n leave our soul 2 interpret it..... 


Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Spe nk jga ati spe nie?????

kdang2 ble kte rse dri kte bsar sgt, hebat sgt,bgus sgt nie,kte jd lupa nk jga ati org len.....
xtaw lar klau2 ade org yg anggap ape yg aku ckp nie xbtol tp kbnyakn nyer ye......
n trmasuk gak lar aku.....
yg ley mmbzakn org yg pk trlmpau hbat sgt ngan org yg cpt mmbtulkn ksalahn ialah ngan ksdaran.......
tp bpe rmai jerk yg akn ade ksdaran 2?????
nk tggu ksdaran 2 dtg sndri mmg pyah lar weyh tp ble da trang lg brsuluh ko 2 mmg salah n org tlg nsihat tuk btolkn ksalahn ko,tp still ko xnk trima gak nsihat 2,mmg ssah lar nk bntuk ko....
kte ley nk nsihatkn org tp tgk jgak lar cra ko nk nsihatkn org 2......
okay ke x tmpat nyer,ko ke x msa nyer n most importantly, sakit x ati org yg ko nk nsihat 2......

aku bkn nk ckp dri aku bgus sgt,prfect sgt tp da klau krap sgt jmpe ngan org yg brprangai sdemikian nie yg wat ati mmber trbakor.....
ada yg pk die islamic, ade yg pk die btol sgt, n ade gak yg prasan die islamic tp hakikat nyer die lar setan yg brtopengkn mnusia!
ape cite ko nk pk ko 2 hebat sgt????  
solat 2 da ckup sgt ke?? amalan da ckup sgt ke nk bwak ko g syurga????? 
klau lom tlg tgk dpan crmin n rnung ape salah ko slama nie.....
klau stakat akhirat jerk ko nk kjar tp ibadat ngan ssame mnusia or haiwan haprak,xbwak ko g syurga kn?????
aku bkn org yg reti sgt bab2 islam jauh nk ckp aku alim or baik......
kt sni meh aku gth, aku xperfect n aku xprnh perfect slagi aku xbrubah! 

klau bg spe2 yg mmg trase ngan post aku nie,aku ucap thniah cz at least ape yg aku tlg smpai nie kne btang idung korg......
klau stakat pkai tdung labuh,solat 5 kali shari tp xpndai jga prasaan org len,pn xgne gak.....
ko msuk nraka gak ngan dosa2 kcik ko 2.....
klau stakat pk dri 2 hebat sgt ngan ego ko n asyik cndemn org tiap2 ari,mnyakitkn ati org len tiap2 ari, pk dri diva sgt tp ble org cndemn ko,org kutuk2 ko org ksar2 ngan ko,org sakitkn ati ko,ko xley trima, weyh bek ko xyah nk brlagak.....bnde2 nie sume pn xmmwatkn ko hebat,xmmwatkn ko diva n lastly xmmwatkn ko 2 dtrima rmai.......
last but nt least mnusia yg brtopengkn mnusia nie,ko spe nk gne prkataan2 islamic tuk kutuk2 org??? ko spe nk cndemn org klau dri sndri 2 pn hipokrit thap dewa.....ko spe nk tmplak2 org klau dri sndri ilmu tntg islam xckup lg,amalan xpnuh lg,mnarik org wat dosa,idup brgelumang ngan maksiat????? sdar dri 2 skit.....org ley trima klau ko 2 alim tp klau ko 2 pn idup stakat nk brpura2,bek ko dok ngan kafir2 yg ade n blajar dr dieorg cra nk mngalimkn dri sndri.....org yg bkn islam pn xprnh nk ajak kwn die yg islam tuk wat dosa tp ko islam sma islam pn lg hebat mngajak kwn wat dosa.......

so amacam???? trbakar x ngan ayt2 aku nie???? mmg harus lar korg trbkar kn????? 
ingt idup xlma, klau nk jd bek biar bek btul jgn bek luaran jerk tp dlm sme jerk cm org xbek cm aku nie.......
klau pk dri 2 lyak sgt msuk syurga, g muhasabah dri ko 2 skit n reflect bek2 ape dosa2 yg ko da wat slama nie.......
jgn smpai nk tggu Allah trunkn bala bru nk brubah.....
tgk skeliling,rmai lg yg xbrnsib bek cm kau.....jgn ingt dri 2 da hebat sgt or bgus sgt.......
jgn smpai ble blasan 2 dtg korg jtuh trjelepok kt tnah n ssah nk bgn blek......
skali lg aku ckp,aku xprfect n xkn prnh perfect slagi aku xbrubah tp at least aku ade ksdaran ble org tgur aku......
so rnung2 lar ape yg korg da wat slama nie......
idup xlma n yg pling pntng karma 2 slalu ade......
skali ko wat org,spuluh kali gnda org ley wat kt ko blek.......
Allah Maha Adil n skunk pn Dia lbey ske byar cash drpd nk tggu hukum kt akhirat.....
so pk,rnung n klau reti dri 2 salah,cpt2 lar mntk maaf ngan org yg ko da wat slah 2......
wat slah ssama mnusia lg ssah drpd wat salah ngan Tuhan cz at least wat salah ngan Tuhan klau ko brtaubat sungguh2 Dia ley maafkn tp klau wat slah ngan mnusia,slagi die xmaafkn ko idup lar ko brgelumang ngan dosa......
ini nsihat aku,spe nk ikut,ikut......spe yg trasa thniah n spe yg rse aku ckp xsdar dri,go 2 hell wit u.....


                                                                                          till den,
                                                                                          love Kiwi

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Post blog msti kne ade seni ke????

huh ye ke???? 
eaaaa???
mmg prlu eaa???? 

dgn ini sy mngumumkn yg sy mmg xkreatif dlm mnulis post2 mnarik dlm blog....
sory ea kwn2.....
sy nie mmg otak xkreatif....
bak kata org,tgn xseni......
hahhahha.....
tp....
ade aku ksah????
hahhahhaha.....
2 lar jwpn yg ley mek bg nyah......
aku mmg xksah pn ngan sume2 nie.....

cite psal blog nie,korg slalu nyer mmbebel ape ek kt blog????
yg stakat mklumn aku,rmai yg mngisahkn psal khidupn beliau2 kt blog.....
ade stngah yg jln idup bek2 blaka.....
ade yg klau bce mmg smpah mluat.....
ade yg cite straight jerk......
opppppsssss.....
aku lar salah sorg nyer.......
kahkahkah.....
n ade yg gne blog tuk luahkn prasaan......
n ade gak yg gne blog ngan tujuan mngutuk org.....
oppppppsssssss skali lg dsitu.......

so korg plih yg mne ea????
klau aku,blog aku cite2 skit psal jln idup,info2 yg brnas,luah prasaan 2 ade lar.....
klau bab2 nk kutuk2 org mek xwat keje2 2 sume.......
okay stakat nie xde lar......
tp serious,mek xwat nk kutuk2 org nie.....
nk kutuk ksi tulis kt blog pribadi......
bru ar private skit.....

ckp psal private lak,korg prnh trpk x yg kdg2 korg tr'reveal' bnyk private info kt blog korg???
agak2 ape yg private 2 ea?????
private as in ur personal life or mayb thngs related 2 u.....
kot2 korg mmg ske brcerita psal hal2 pribadi nie,mek xtaw lar plak.....
tp prcya x klau aku ckp yg bnde2 private nie sbnar nyer ley mnjerumuskn kte ke jnayah siber?????
alaaaa yg mat salleh dok ckp cyber crime 2......
prnh trpk x????
cm xprnh kn?????
tp nie lar hakikat nyer......
sume jnayah2 siber yg brlaku mmg brpnca dr kcuaian sndri ye....
ulang suara kecuaian sndri ye..... 

2 lar excited sgt nk cite psal dri sndri @ nk promote dr,akhir nyer bnyk yg trjrat kt stu....
kn dlu mse kcik2 mak ckp "dun talk 2 strangers"......
nie dgil sgt nie npe?????
kn da kne.......
hahhahha.......
mrapu dsitu ye.....
tp seriously bnde2 cmnie bkn main2 okay.....
nie sume adlh kbnran.....
mek xmen lar tpu2 nie....
tpu sunat ley ar.....
kahkahkah.....

so kwn2 jnguk2 lar blog ke fb ke or twitter ke.....
jgn lar reveal bnyk sgt psal dri sndri ye.....
tkut nt jd mngsa cyber stalkin lar......
mmg M'sia xbnyk kes nie lg......
tp xmustahil sume nie akn brlaku kn.....
bak kata mak aku "sdrhana2 jerk sdah,lbey2 kang org cmbru lak".....
okay cmbru 2 ley dmksudkn ngan mnympah or mluat....
so ati2 kay peeps......
ingt lar psanan khidmat drpd aku nie.......
xrugi pn klau xcite sgt tntg dri 2......
skit2 sdah.....
klau cite lbey2 2 mluat lak org nk bce.......
so ape2 hal ati2 kay......


                    till den,
  love Kiwi

Sunday, February 6, 2011

2 hate is 2 erase all da miseries.....


frm wat i noe,hating does nt mean i hv 2 frgt wat hd happen....
believe me,i'm a person wh wll nt frgve n surely wn't frgt thngs easily.....
4 watevr happened,it is still a crystal clear in my mind.....
it's easy 2 say n let it pass....
4 smeone like me wh experienced it,they wll noe.....
i believe da time wll cme n da truth wll reveal itself....
when it happen,i wudn't noe.....
but i believe in karma mre than anythng else.....
soon it wll happen,soon....
2 gt da true meaning out of dis,it's goin 2 b a lil bit hard.... 
i'm sure evryone wll wonder y is it hard 4 me 2 let it pass....
yes,i create da quote....
but trust me i'm nt goin 2 erase it just like dat....
nope i wn't erase anythng....
i want it 2 b in my mind 4eva....
so i wn't frgt da evil dat happens in my life.... 
i noe wat am i sayin....
clearly noes it....
but please dun ask me 2 erase wat hd happen....
cz it wn't happen at all....
when i'm dead,den i wll frgt bout it....
but b4 dat,i'm goin 2 mke sure it stick in my mind....
4 da rest of my life....  

                       till den,
love Kiwi